Phoenix
by Dale J. Sprague
Reveries
11.1997 Being self aware, I am self authorizing. Whether I delegate any of my authority to anyone else or keep it myself, I am responsible for it..in sickness or health, now and forever more. What is pre'eminent is my life, my lifestyle. My health is of concern only insofar as the lack of it impedes my lifestyle. Health for health sake carries less motivation to maintain health than the value for one's lifestyle.
I am a spirit body, and I am intimately and intricately attached to a physical body. When I feel great energy, I feel more attached to my physical body. When I feel low, I feel less attached. Self aware, I am always attached, and so being..my body disordered, my spirit is troubled. My spirit troubled, my body is disordered. Knowing which is etiology is key to healing. Knowing that I am intimately connected to my body is also key to healing. My only alternative concern is to remember that when an affliction is beyond science, there is a great deal beyond science that works. And when considering alternatives beyond science, the alternative healing must be based on something more than wishful thinking..that is, myself.
Staying attached..feeling the degrees of attachment, my body, my spirit is linked. And so linked, my body is an extension of my subconscious mind, which tells me, relative to my lifestyle, when to consume no more than what my body needs, when to clean body and mind, when to a'meditate from meditating on all the risk'taking of loving in a lifestyle ever in pursuit of happiness and return to that greater whole to which health by proactive, reactionary, or alternative means always serves.