Phoenix
by Dale J. Sprague
Op. 18 Naked Ego
The cosmos exists and in eternity because ego is incapable of knowing what exists beyond itself...an integration of desperate, if not disparaging notions..each a rogue pursued into eternity, to apprehend and incarcerate each within an indeterminate continuum..a mere concession for all the fright and exhaustion after torturous, circuitous paths..vacuous failures, and impasses too numerous to count, and having been at times, lured and so assured and hopelessly seduced..but upon recovering from the last, its intoxicating stupor and compulsory fast from past and future, what remains after all, are but points of view...that a unified field excluding ego, leads to objectivity..one that includes ego increases sensitivity to all and everything, that the Divine is 'all and everything,' everything is alive..and the physical is real only from the stay of self'reflected light, and illusionary..as limited perceptions of those self'reflections configure the dust we are, the space we journey through, starlight old and new, and the starry firmament
The brightest light radiates across a living desert. The dimmest illumines a rose, just enough in its plush environment to see its shadows, its thorns, and suggest an intoxicating fragrance. The darkest night falls within, and only a bare twilight illumines the heart, just enough to reveal what is rarely see'able there
From the subconscious dust to the self'conscious mind..from the first glimmer of awakening, from ego obsessing, to ego recessing, its imperceptible change..ordered matter, its universe be until again, an eye opens, and matter sees itself, and itself in slumber
The preponderance of all, however aware or un'self'aware, exists without knowing why, or 'why anything?'..for as ego ponders countless times, ego remains..constantly. Infinity does not know how to divide..nor does zero. Infinity..zero, the only 'non plus ultras.' All is at once, in its extremes and all in between, awakened and slumber'd in eternity
In eternity, everything, everyone is eternal. The simple is no less evolved than the complex. The profound no more enlightened than the slumber'd. All is..only a matter of changing shapes, colors..and moods. Life long or brief, no matter how long or brief, is equally re'occurring, equally immortal
What is imaginary is as real as what is physical. Perfect stillness..zero is absolute zero..is imaginary, but as existent as anything physical. All that is physical is in constant motion, in a state of eternal resonance. No thing is perfectly still except zero and what zero conceives
Zero and infinity are faculties. However separate they may be regarded, they are symbiotic in that one cannot be without the other. They are a zero'infinity facility. They are both one and separate. Twist zero, there is infinity. Twist infinity back, there is zero. Zero..infinity..like alternating current, imperceptibly shifting from left brain to right, right to left..with endless progression from isolated one, plus or minus zero..one moves to isolated two, plus or minus zero. There can be only zero or infinity and all the discontinuous and continuous things between them
The relationship of one energy system to another is a function of one multiplied by the other and divided by the distance squared between them. If the distance is zero, the relationship is indeterminate because it leads to an infinite number of possibilities..except one, where zero has meaning only if it defines the difference between one's self and one's self, given the exclusion principle that two distinct things cannot occupy the same space'time. If the distance is infinity, the relationship is zero since anything divided by infinity equals zero. Under both conditions, there is no relationship. One with a zero'infinity faculty, is simultaneously at one with one's self, and from one's self, infinitely removed
Without zero and infinity faculties, ego cannot count. To get to a number, an infinite progression of approaching numbers is needed..yet, without simultaneously perceiving by zero also, each of the progression could not be conceived, nor the ultimate limit towards which the progression is heading, for a counter exists as itself, plus or minus zero. Zero and infinity faculties..reciprocating through a progression of counters along a line bounded by infinity and the place where the line and everything else disappears
Consciousness of zero and infinity enables conceptions of numbers and their operations. Zero and infinity are the vantages by which numbers are created. Infinity and zero used as numbers in number operations produces only the un'ending, nothing at all, contradictions, and indeterminations, no matter what operation is executed. That which enables numbers to be, enables matter to be. Towards the moment of singularity, as space approaches zero and mass approaches infinity, mass and space approach infinite density. At the moment of singularity, since infinity cannot be divided by zero, zero and infinity serve as indivisible fundamental elements of matter..and black holes throughout the universe serve to produce the fundamental elements of matter for the rest of the universe
Matter exists as a sense of matter, from the great rift between matter with a large ego and matter with so little ego that the laws of its systems apply consistently..enough for lifetimes of stars, photons, and electrons living beyond them. The uniformity of their charge and half'lives, plus or minus this or that, may be one measure of ego, a bit of matter may have. Matter is an effect from the interactions between egos. As two become more and more alike, approaching equivalence, fewer and fewer differences inspire a sense of matter. The sensual world diminishes to zero when two disappear into one.
Failing to decide what is alive and what is not...everything is alive! The default position. A failure that works better than what dreaming or any reasoning can conceive, for definitions of what is alive and what is not, will lead only to irreconcilable mind'body problems and an oblivion of paradoxes, too numerous to count
All matter exists in various states of consciousness. Matter with the least ego is the most advanced state of ego'recessive consciousness. Matter with the largest ego, is the most advanced state of ego'dominant consciousness. All matter is ego'driven. The least is the most ego recessive, the most predictable, the most useable by the largest, the most ego dominant. Greater ego driven matter uses the convoluted light of the most advanced states of ego'recessive consciousness for its own purposes, to extend its existence for as long as possible. The most advanced state of ego'recessive consciousness, its ego, however diminished after eons of evolution, is ever'ready throughout an un'interrrupted environment, like Earth, to again collect the light of a star, aggregate, and awaken as matter self'aware. Until then, consciousness un'selfaware, is wholly subjugated by ego'recessive matter. Through the most advanced, the least evolves. Here too, as it has been written, the last shall be first, and the first shall become last
Energy systems cannot be created from nothing, nor destroyed to nothing..only transformed from one system to another, which cannot be proved because one cannot completely separate one's self from any of these systems to conduct the measure. If one could, one would be doubly constrained by uncertainty, wherein a measurement cannot be made with an error of plus or minus zero. Nevertheless, however un'provable this is, as long as it is held to be true, a luminous being evolving by necessity in order to be, can only be itself, which becomes a function of imagination, intuition, inspiration..circumstances, time..opportunity and luck. From ego'dominance to recessiveness, the cosmos is a'temporal because ego cannot be reduced to nothing, nor spontaneously generate from nothing..only transformed from one state of consciousness to another. The question of immortality is moot
Holding to the default position that everything is alive, what ego may be conceptually assigned to, is expanded to all and everything that has an energy system..however small or large that energy system may be. All and every system in the universe has an ego and exists within a spectrum between ego'dominate and ego'recessive matter. Ego means a sense of self. A sense of self can be as an individual, and through aspects of its self, sees the universe, or as a member of a group, who, through a unifying idea or vision sees the universe. Ego means 'I am..we are'. Survival is binary..either as 'I am,' with individualistic initiative, or as 'we are,' belonging to a group and its initiative. So important are these mutually exclusive means of survival that two brains evolved for each. One brain for sociocentricity, usually left, where the group is the center of the universe, and all associated information is mapped with regard to one's sociocentric experiences. The other brain for iocentricity, usually right, where 'I am,' unique as an individual, is the center of the universe, and all associated information is mapped with regard to one's iocentric experiences. Given that ego and its attendant memory is in every energy system, it is reasonable that separate and mutually exclusive brains evolved to facilitate both, which are enabled to see from the vantage of one or the other, or see with spiritual depth perception..stereopsychically, seeing simultaneously from two mutually exclusive frames of mind
A resonance, a codominance between two mutually exclusive frames of mind creates the philosophy of indeterminism, by which perpetual motion perpetuates itself. Each with its own instinct for survival, each with its own criteria for transcendental metamorphosis. Between two codominate exclusive frames of mind with equal ability to bind, configure, and direct energy, does a state of eternal energy exist..does the Chi eternally flow
Configurations and continuity of matter are configurations and continuity of consciousness. The 'conservation of energy' as it applies to ego'recessive matter, also applies to ego'recessive consciousness. Since all matter is made of light, so is consciousness. The dust of stars..the first embodiments, the first volitions of light..photons, the first convolutions of consciousness
Order is a function of intelligence, information, and intent. Lack of order, or randomness, is a function of disabled communication, in addition to differing opinions about what order should be..manifested as interference patterns from colliding remotely connected ordered systems. The less remote one ordered system is to another, the more predictable is their relation and its outcome..and therefore, less chaos and more order. Chaos is a function of nescience..limited perception, communication, and understanding. More recessive ego, more order. More dominate ego, more chaos. All matter perceives, communicates, and understands in terms of itself..iocentrically, or sociocentrically. Chaos and order profiles character and stations of evolution
A unified field that excludes ego, can only be a puzzle where one piece has been sacrificed to see the rest. Something indivisible is needed for anything to be. Something indivisible through which all mass'energy has effect. Since mass'energy is relative only to itself and infinitely divisible and therefore indeterminate, fundamental elements cannot have mass'energy. And the only known things that do not have mass'energy and are indivisible are zero and infinity states of consciousness
Matter is energy..energy is matter of zero'infinity indivisible elements. Remove all mass'energy, all space disappears with zero'infinity remaining without the mass'energy system needed to perceive and conceive of it. Zero'infinity, ego, and mass'energy..co'exist symbiotically
As it is then, mass'energy cannot be created nor destroyed within the symbiotic equilibrium between zero'infinity, ego, and itself. Conservation of energy applies, yet if zero'infinity, attendant with ego, increases or decreases, so would the weight and size of the universe, as it would be presumed...if not proved, certainly as it would feel
Ego thinks this energy conservation notion cannot be proven, and therefore, all science is based upon assumption..that no energy can be lost, only transform from one form to another, ego notwithstanding, with measurement plus or minus this or that..that energy being conserved remains the same..cannot be added to the reality of the relative state of things, nor subtracted in anyway, such that the relative universe has a fixed amount of energy, it seems, however impossible to measure, plus or minus zero, however indeterminate. Ego knows...travel to the end and beyond the relative universe, and enter the realm of consciousness comprehending simultaneously, zero and infinity. This zero'infinity within, that permeates, surrounds all energy in all its forms, is a force without form and exists without space'time. These two realities together, form a continuum, each begetting each. Zero'infinity and energy is the cosmological reality, R. Traveling to the end of the cosmos, one enters innerspace, and from innerspace, ego senses outerspace wherever it goes, and apprehends it through a zero'infinity faculty
Infinity comprehends continuity, which leads to irrational things and its understanding. Zero comprehends the quantum, which leads to rational things and its understanding. Gravitation is comprehended by infinity because this force is continuous. The gravitational relationship between all things is one of rational parts and their irrational connectedness. The separation of parts is from a zero point of view. With the force of gravity directly proportional to the relevant masses, and inversely proportional to the distance or relative communication between them, and since there must be always some distance for this to apply, all matter in the universe is connected..from an infinity point of view. Everything, however diverse, however dense, convoluted, twisted, or un'twisted zero may be, is connected by infinity, and separated by zero. The universe, as zero'infinity suggests, is simultaneously separated and connected. As ego'driven matter increases or decreases, continuity and separateness always remains. The universe of matter is a stereo zero'infinity perception. As this perception sees, the universe is equally finite and infinite, ordered and chaotic, separated and at one, where the least is always nurtured by the most evolved within a dichotomous indeterminate world
Motion is a relative thing. Motion is energy..also a relative thing. One moves relative to a known position of something else. Remove that something else, then no motion and no energy. Energy systems exist only relative to other energy systems
All energy systems exist with a half'life. To hold that the fundamental element of matter exists as another form of matter leads to the eventual simultaneous breakdown at some point of all matter in the universe. All physical laws would disappear and the physics needed to start over would not be present. The universe would disappear and remain so evermore
Time is merely the measurement of motion. Time is motion self'aware. Without a definition of it, its beginning'end interval, time does not exist. Time is a cognitive thing, a dimension of matter that affects 'all and everything' to the extent that the ego'dominant collective exists. Fortunately, this collective remains relatively small, as the value of the half'life measure is large and measures even greater as the ego'recessive becomes greater
Energy is some thing in a constant state of motion, which can change other energy states, but cannot be created from nothing, nor destruct to nothing. Bound to perpetual change, each energy system, from hv to galaxy systems, is indeterminate because of its relativistic nature. This property alone disqualifies any form of energy to serve as the fundamental element. Zero'infinity consciousness is the only form of special light that has no energy..the only candidate enabled to meet fundamental element requirements
The absolute, the fundamental indivisible element upon which the universe exists is zero'infinity. Infinity, divided by any entity, or any entity divided by infinity..is infinity. A rational process here, inspires continuity. The limit of any rational object divided by a lesser un'equal one as that one approaches infinity is zero or some object, plus or minus zero. An irrational process here, inspires zero and rational's discontinuity. Like two hands drawing each other into existence, zero and infinity co'exist. There are no paradoxes by this. There are difficult choices perhaps, or choices that only instinct can make, but otherwise..only ambiguities, unqualified statements, or pens in hand with equally valid points of view dysfunctionally set to compete with one another. With zero'infinity stereo'vision, there are no paradoxes..only limited realities within an indeterminate universe
Given that the fundamental element of all matter is zero'infinity consciousness, all matter is one state of consciousness or another. If one wants to experience another state of consciousness that is truly alien to one's own, reach for the nearest object
Is the force of the substance we occupy, its push, pull, and dormancy, the result of a weightless property of mind? The dint of its Will...attract, inert, repel..being so small, its senses have been overwhelmed..its self in focus, but all else, equalized for its mind to be...the very small becomes null, the very large..infinity, and these..zero and infinity, become properties of mind
But for matter to be, something..anything cannot be relative or have energy, something indivisible, something concrete by which the force of matter comforts us, conforms to our hands, or pressures us into submission, or nourishes us, or rains down upon us. We feel it and immediately in response to its influence, deploy our bumbershoot for an otherwise overwhelming situation. By zero, we sense space. By infinity, we feel the dint of alien Will as it attracts, inerts, or repels. By our zero’infinity faculty, we sense the dichotomy of matter. To experience substance, we experience the sensibilities and values of foreign realms..profound alien realms intimately connected, darkly so, next to our own
Time and space, zero and infinity..are but effects of ego's overwhelmed mind, innovating spontaneously in response, equalizing all beyond its own limitations to save itself, to keep itself from being blotted out by all else, sustaining one’s self within one’s own night..a paradigm of a continuum is implied
If matter is created by certain faculties of mind, then all matter is the experience of some sense and sensibility of ego, where its Will..what it intuits, imagines, or is inspired by, and what its intents collectively assert, and by it nature be..attracted, repelled, or inert. The continuum then, may be based on the deduction, and therefore theorem, that the indivisibility of the substance we occupy, the substance we are, is facilitated by the comprehension of zero and infinity, since these things weightless..are the only indivisibles that qualify. They are the only non’dividable objects we know’of that can serve as mortar..that once mixed with the convolutions light, produces the substance from which we inevitably spring..as substance, in turn, inevitably springs from us
These objects, or this zero’infinity faculty therefore sustains the continuum, an equilibrium between ego and light. An equilibrium in which all matter is produced and compiled from zero’infinity negotiating light..its pervasive, ubiquitous presence. Light and matter..but extremes between the continuum’s ego collective where light does not convert, nor does matter becomes light without the creation of ego. Everyone, self’aware, contributes
Time is the only reprieve from the dulling 'eternal return' and unbearable infinities, for infinity is required here to contemplate the notion of 'eternal return.' Given the particulars of a story, and given a 'here and now' without beginning or end, it is a certainty that those particulars had once been will eventually be again. Given an infinite past and future for any variation of those particulars, they too, most certainly have materialized or will materialize in every detail, and in every diminishing detail. So it seems, everything that could be imagined to happen has happened or will happen because in a timeless eternity, the reality of the cosmos, beginning and end does not exist. Old and new do not apply unless qualified, and any corresponding queries or values are meaningless. In eternity, all what could be equals all that has been..for something new, it seems, there is only forgetfulness and the experience of something as though it has never happened before, or for it to happen again..un'imaginable
If reality is seen without time, then there is no beginning, nor end of reality. Only is'ness. If there is only is'ness, then reality has always been and will always be, simply because it is here and now, self evident. Application of past and future can only be made within the context of infinity..that is, the history and future of some window of time into reality is bounded by infinity in that time, plus or minus infinity from the here and now..that a finite thing, becomes meaningless when compared to reality, an infinite thing..for when reality bears down on the life a hundred years long or one of a thousand years long, both are but fleeting undetectable moments in eternity. Such insignificant moments are destined to return by chance reoccurrence..an infinite number of times..each occurrence, as though it has never been before, nor will ever be again. And within the vast sink of eternity, what is new can never be known. The only consolation here is, what is new or not, is relative only to ego's perception..what a moment's significance is, can be weighed only by ego's experience
Since a time reality can only be such a small part of the eternal reality, to avoid becoming too imaginary, ego does not date itself too much. Nevertheless, ego becomes a temporal being, and for ego to keep from becoming lost in eternity, time is marked by events, and the events are held onto for as long as possible. Time is not a passive variable of reality, but an intended invention. Otherwise, there is only the dulling 'eternal return' and prickly pungence of infinity..where no thing is new under the sun. Time is arbitrary, but necessary. In eternity, forgetfulness is bliss
With the vast rift between 'all and everything' and one's original experience, infinity..a zero'infinity faculty is created, which subsequently serves one's over'burdened ego by truncating all but what one can comprehend. It is within this comprehensible reality that relativity exists. There is zero and infinity..and everything else that is relativity. Zero'infinity consciousness...what is taken by most, most for granted, is the most profound
I am very small and very large. Whatever there is to be..to be, it must be of the very large and the very small. But whatever I choose in between, I lose. And I must lose the greater of all and everything for the least to be..I must lose the least of all and everything for the greater to be. I must have equal capability to lose each for each. And a ray is given. Many rays I readily give, and in return I shall see, I shall know at least a bit of me. For every experience, I must barter..trade so much. For every experience, I must sacrifice something in order to experience. And so much I would readily give, if only to become so limited..estranged, gain the experience, and know that I am. I, now, so very, very limited, the very small, the very large...all but convolutions of relativity
To experience the physical requires sensual upper and lower thresholds, and experience is expressed as plus or minus this or that. For matter to be, there is no measurement without error. For matter, self'aware, no sense without limitation of sense. With the immense number of energy forms that exist, we are born with a configuration of senses, narrow thresholds through which the greater cosmos is experienced. All knowledge is based on upper and lower limits of sense thresholds, including the extended thresholds ego invents. Information is gathered, but that information collated is only a very small portal into a greater cosmos. Our reality is relative to the thresholds through which we sense it
The universe may be mapped according to any point of view. Universal order is the sum of all world views. And the universe may look odd, or seem mysterious, but the creators of world views love their respective epistemologies, and are endowed with the authority and freedom to exercise whatever vision suits them for their adventure. Subsequently, universal order is relative to a spectrum of vantages created by limitations of perception. As the vantages engage one another, universal disorder is relative to the interference patterns between them
Universal constants are based on relative systems of matter. When the systems are relatively large in respect to one another such that the large is large enough to equalize elements of the small within its influence, a universal constant is created. It is out of this 'principle of equalation' that universal constants exist. Constants such as light, with which we blend, we hide and ride high, and passing through, and enabled for an instant to see. A rocket in the sky becomes frozen in motion. Or the Earth's gravity, the objects upon its surface to which a great building falls equally fast as one of its bricks..for relative to the Earth, the brick and its building have nearly same weight
Relative to the speed of light, we are equally slow. Relative to some vastly distant place in space, two other places differently distanced from it are equally far away. Relative to the entire energy spectrum, sensual portals into it are equally weighted. Passive laws associated with states of mass, vectors of energy, or exspanses of space are understood by the principle of equalation and implied relativity
Even for motion, I can imagine that all matter had disappeared in the universe except me and some moon. As I pass the moon, it suddenly disappears, and there is only me. I hit the thrust control and begin accelerating. I feel the pressure of acceleration, but am I moving?
And one day, all words had been lost but two. There were only two words, and then the definition of one was lost. For the remaining word, what would have to be done to make it meaningful? More meaningful? Focused just right
All epistemologies are relative to one another because they develop through the same sensual thresholds. We round'off aspect to the nearest integer. Epistemology is created with truncated values, approximations, averages, mean values..impressions from limited senses. We have limited means through which to experience, limited awareness here and now..unlimited therefore, in all that may unexpectantly happen here and now until ego, divided in oblivion, screams into the night as ego separates into the very large and the very small..for in the beginning, the primal scream ever increases until the very large equalizes with the very small
To be, limited thresholds permits ego to sense the light, to feel a ray brightly and know it is there..to feel space, experience thought and motion in isolation..and know it is there by dichotomies of mind ensuring stereo'perception. Since that primal beginning, all bits of matter, I, lost within, the universe begins. Minute I, lost within the inevitable convolutions of light, are we forever relative
The fundamental element of matter is something indivisible, non'relative, and without energy from which all mass'energy has effect. Since mass'energy is always divisible and relative, however long a process may chase dividends into eternity, it cannot serve as a fundamental element. The only known thing that does not have mass'energy and is indivisible, is zero and infinity..cognitive things
Energy equals its mass multiplied by a very large constant. Mass is energy..energy is mass of zero'infinity indivisible elements. Remove all mass'energy, all space disappears with zero'infinity remaining without the mass'energy needed to conceive of it. Zero'infinity and mass'energy co'exist symbiotically within an eternal continuum
Mass'energy cannot be created nor destroyed within the symbiotic equilibrium between zero'infinity and mass'energy; ergo, the universe is timeless and exists as a dynamically changing continuum
With its force directly proportional to the relevant masses, and inversely proportional to the distance between them, and since there is always some distance, all recessive matter in the universe is connected. Every thing is related in relativity, however small or large that relation may be
Motion is energy, a relative thing. One moves relative to a known position of something else. Remove that something else..no motion, nor sense of energy
The physical cannot be measured with physical means without error. All measurements are plus or minus this or that. Physical measurements can only be an approximation. Ego can feel infinitely resolved or think exactly, plus or minus zero, but mass'energy..know only approximately
Quantum physics is an effect created by a diminished ego. Once the ego awakens within the midst of advanced ego'recessive systems, it progressively diminishes, being reflexively only what it can be..itself, and in that continuous irrational, discontinuous rational reflexive state..it be, not knowing anything else it can be, for as long as it can be, and pays with the cost of itself..itself diminishing in exchange to be for moments, days, or years more..all the while, however much diminished...isolated, plus or minus zero. From this, there is a new sense of matter at the moment that matter becomes self aware. The strength of this awareness is indirectly proportional to the strength of its zero'infinity faculty..being so easily distracted by the physical effect. The unified field continuum exists as an equilibrium between relative degrees of matter self'aware..between the ego'recessive and ego'dominant matter and the vast paranormal in between. The equilibrium remains in perpetual stasis by the zero'infinity faculty perpetually created, increasing, and diminishing in its midst
Everything is alive. Everything has an ego. Ego in everything inevitably becomes ego dominant in an un'interrupted environment, and becomes endowed with a sense of zero'infinity, a sense of discontinuity and continuity. Cognitive ideation evolves, and in that progression, the ego diminishes into ego'recessive matter within which the ego again becomes self aware, new born, and ego dominant matter. Matter..but the effect between ego dominant and ego recessive states of consciousness. The preponderance of all bears down upon ego because ego newly awakened to itself remains connected and senses all and everything. To negotiate this sense of so much with so little, the great rift between them causes the little to fail, fall from all, and spontaneously undergo, in order to preserve itself, inspirations and inventions of zero and infinity. Zero'infinity is preserved and conserved. The isolation absolute, ego plus or minus zero, is the result of what feels to be the unbearable everything to which it is connected. Thus, infinity, the cause..and zero, the effect, are simultaneously generated from one experience. The ego, plus or minus zero, shuts out all but itself to preserved itself. As much as these may be feelings and impressions, passion's adopted illusions, incorporated delusions, the least of the universe remains equipped with a faculty, zero'infinity, and enabled to evolve when it puts itself aside, by simply being its own existential theorem remaining inseparable from all and everything..evolving to feel inseparable from all, as much as diminished ego allows before it is once again, ready to become newly self'aware in an un'interrupted environment. Within the body of the most advanced ego'recessive, the greatest ego'dominant consciousness is born
Ego feels. Ego thinks. Ego knows. Ego is that it is. In each of these dimensions, is ego connected to 'all and everything' upon a course limited by its sensitivity and what it knows. Limited by what ego can sense and perceive, unlimited by what ego can conceive. Therein is the rift..the stark cliff above, if conception is given a life of its own..or the lush valley below, if it doesn't. Ego, self'aware in eternity, evolves with zero'infinity self'aware ever increasing with ego simultaneously, ever diminishing
The universe does not have life in it..rather, the universe is alive. Physical and cognitive objects are equally real. There is no before'life, nor any after'life..only resonance and cognitive dimensions. Incarnated, death is but an imperceptible pause for change. Death..birth, but different vantages of the same thing in the here and now. Ego looks ahead, and sees death. Ego looks back, and sees birth
As ego in matter diminishes, the quantum effect increases. As ego in matter increases, the quantum effect decreases. With both, impaired communication and responding understanding always exists, and all ego'driven matter speciates ad infinitum. All is..an eternal self'perpetuating existence that can be only what it is, because there is no other thing it can be with only zero and infinity beyond. The preponderance of all bears down upon the least, and the least creates the indivisibles upon which all else exists. The existential theorem rules
Perceiving all with zero and infinity, its stereo'perception makes matter and mind equally real. Zero and infinity are symbiotic. Both manifest simultaneously. Out of the void, or zero, and by the omniscience, omnipresence, and omnipotence, or infinity, all exists in a steady'state continuum, wherein, as zero and infinity are, the processes of construction and deconstruction in relativity are symbiotic..one cannot exist without the other..both are effected simultaneously
Matter is qualified by the 'illusion of permanence' created by the inertia of ego with associated perceptual limitations, ever seeking to perceive the imperceptible..what zero'infinity makes hidden. Matter is the effect of ego's limited sense perception as the universe of their Wills within a vast continuum, compliment, supplement, or conflict with each other
Ego, however manifested, however systematized, exists in a timeless reality..however much change it undergoes. Existing in a timeless reality is what drives ego to be what it is. It would follow that holding time consciousness as universal would under'mind and weaken the evolutionary drive to be. Existing from death to death, birth to birth..from pain to pain, pleasure to pleasure, ego can be only what it may ever be..itself, because in eternity, it knows nothing else but itself. Only by necessity to continue 'to be,' does matter inevitably become progressively ego'recessive and passive, however much time is invented to impede this
Since all is alive, to be self'aware, a form of whatever has become self'aware must be physically created into image and its systems that has mass and energy..all from what is so readily available and formable...photon mass. Given that spirit has energy, and energy is mass, for a self'aware body to inhabit a physical ego'recessive mass system, a separate body must form. In accordance with the exclusion principle, in that separate things cannot occupy the same place at the same time..self'awareness, its body, cannot exist as any part of the system that hosts it. All matter absorbs photons and serves as a repository for them. If one is self'aware, one is a photon or luminous being. The luminous being develops throughout the course of its life, developing its supra'conscous body, which survives the ego'recessive body system at the time of dis'incarnation. The ultimate destiny of a luminous being is to evolve, as reluctant as that may proceed, un'selfaware enough to become a part of the ego'recessive matter collective, within which the first awakening re'initiates the evolution of the supra'conscious luminous being. Self'awareness, the separate reality, commonly understood by self'aware beings, is a more unique and significant phenomenon than what familiarity might otherwise suggest. Unique in its relative scarcity among the stars..significant in its genesis of zero and infinity, and subsequent genesis of ego'recessive matter and supra'conscious luminous beings. Of the before' or after'life, we know not, here and now, but in dreaming..a day as the world turns likens to life as the soul turns..from dawn to twilight, twilight to dawn, where in between..per chance to dream past life, and envision the next
Here and now in eternity, the least evolves through the host, the most evolved. We look to contact those from faraway and far advanced for what they know and can do, while we evolve, in diminishing ego, through the matter of the most diminished and advanced that ego can be. No one is ever alone
In the vast systems of things, its eternity..there are systems within systems, within systems within systems, and under the right conditions within an un'interrupted environment, systems of ego'recessive matter evolve to ego'critical matter, photon mass aggregates and spontaneously becomes self'aware. At that epiphany, conscious of itself, a separate reality is created. At that moment when ego remains connected to 'all and everything,' senses 'all and everything' bearing down upon it, and in order to preserve itself, and already enabled to do so by the fundamental elements within, conceives 'all and everything' as infinity, and simultaneously, for itself..conceives of zero, for the something that it is, divided by infinity..equals zero. At the core of all supra'conscious luminous beings, is a sense of nothingness and everything, whenever 'all and everything' bears down. That the fundamental element of matter, zero and infinity, is cognitive, reveals the symbiosis of innerspace and outerspace. Neither can exist without the other
A supra'conscious luminous being is a part of the supra'conscious collective, which undergoes constant change from newly dis'incarnated supra'consciousness at one end of its spectrum, to advanced supra'consciousness, disappearing as ego'recessive matter at the other end. The supra'conscious collective is created from the accumulation of successive self'aware lives. What one self'aware makes conscious and subsequently self'aware, ultimately becomes a part of the supra'conscious collective through the process of incarnation, a self'aware life, new forms of what was made self'aware in life, dis'incarnation, and re'introduction of new forms, over and over again..until the supra'conscious entity becomes ego'recessive enough to serve as medium for new'born ego'dominate matter
The most evolved is the womb of the least. The destiny of the soul is to become the fertile soil within which the soul is reborn
The beginning and end of the evolution coming together in life as we know it, is an eternally repeating cycle..as the supra'conscious collective of ego'dominate matter delivers ego'recessive matter, which in turn, in its own eternal cycle between starlight and species of matter, provide the photon source from which a supra'conscious being draws sustenance for itself. For a luminous being, successive reincarnations is a reasonable inference, since a physical body of protons is required in order for a self'aware being to be. After its body of ego'recessive systems undergoes deconstruction, it is also a reasonable inference that the supra'conscious body separates and joins or re'joins its supra'conscious collective of other luminous beings..as undetectable they may be by another incarnate..given the disparity between mediums of communication...one through incarnate limited senses, and the other near the station of light. The stars provide the substance by which supra'conscious luminous beings evolve. Given these reasonable inferences, the reality of the supra'conscious collective does not require that one believes it to be true. By equating zero and infinity with the fundamental element of matter, and it logical inferences, the supra'conscious reality is an objective one..however, what contributes to the supra'conscious collective is what one, incarnate, has come to make self'aware, made conscious..and has come to know. In order for matter to be, ego must be
As ego'recessive matter cycles between matter and light, and light and matter, between the stars and dark matter of the universe, ego'recessive matter hosting supra'conscious beings, provides photon energy, and the luminous being evolves through successive incarnations and dis'incarnations until it joins the photon'generating ego'recessive collective. The most inventive and resolved creates and maintains a system so complex that the least perceptive is incapable of comprehending it, and has no recourse but to negotiate it emotionally, constructing for that negotiation, a world of order and chaos, wherein the most ordered always confines the most chaotic. Pro'life shall always dominate. Anarchy shall always comply with ordered niches of mind. Ego'recessive matter impels this
When the body lives, the mind can rest. When the body dies, the die is broken. Incarnated, life is a series of interrupted dreams. Disembodied, existence is..unreflected light, unspoken sight
One belongs to the supraconscious reality of the luminous being collective. One's evolution is impelled by one's own existential theorem into incarnation and reincarnation, where the reality of ego'recessive consciousness or dense matter hosts the luminous being..its ego'dominate consciousness of absorbed, integrated, and systematized photon mass beyond the means of ego'recessive density to sense. As an incarnated luminous being, one is anchored in an ego'recessive system and perceives its environment through the senses of its host. Incarnation, attachment to the body begins with the fertilized egg and connects after the solar plexis is formed, and proceeds as sensual thresholds develop..and after leaving the womb, incarnation continues as one draws to itself the experiences required to validate spiritual developments in previous incarnations, until the last, when one reaches the threshold of the past life illumination, one becomes enabled to acquire new light in the present one. At this threshold, one is fully incarnated and evolution of one continues on, but only as necessary, to be. 'To be,' 'I am that I am' here and now, is primary to any evolutionary process of consciousness
As one becomes fully incarnated, one becomes more firmly attached through the seat, the solar plexis, the sensual thresholds, and chakras. Some are less attached and frequently experience out'of'body experiences, enough to develop the ability and Will to separate any one of its sensual thresholds from its ego'recessive system body, which enables some to communicate to other luminous beings of the collective. The efficiency of their communication is based upon the extent and quality of the separation. The greater the separation, the greater the ability and need for communication. Those who are out'of'body enabled have exceptional ability to separate one or more of the attached or aligned sensual thresholds and become empowered from the auditory to the clairaudience, from the visual to the clairvoyant, from smell and taste to clairalience and clairambience, and from sympathy and empathy through the chakras to clairsentience. This ability that separates or disaligns the sensual thresholds of one's luminous body from one's ego'recessive system may have been predetermined perhaps, before incarnation on the basis of one's vision of the next life involving communication between incarnate and disincarnate worlds. Those exceptionally enabled to separate or disalign the respective sensual thresholds serve as liaison and conduit between the profoundly incarnated with its earthly consciousness and soul, and the supraconscious collective to which one, first and last, belongs. It is this reality, the supraconscious reality of the luminous being collective that is the existential, the fundamental, or ground'state reality, within which life, successive lives are the occasions of one's work and play. From such work and play, and love, one evolves. The pleasure principle rules
The system consciousness of philosophy leads inevitably to two mutually exclusive frames of reference...iocentric and sociocentric, a dichotomy..an indeterminate state of consciousness through which its resonance perpetuates eternity. It balance attunes one to eternity
The ego of psychology. Every system has an ego, however small or large, attendant with its own memory
The energy of science exists in its own relativistic reality within an eternal continuum between zero and infinity exclusively, given by the first law of thermodynamics. 'All matter is alive' is given by the default position after failure of defining 'what is life' and 'what is not'
The divine of religion is 'all and everything,' the default position after failure of choosing 'where God is,' and 'where God is not.' One divine connection is equally valid as another
The vision of philosophy, the ego of psychology, the relativity of science, and the divine of theology...one alpha'omega paradigm
A symbiotic relationship between ego'recessive and ego'dominate realities..like two hands constructing the details of the other, both create and enable the other. A luminous being assimilates starry light through successive incarnations until in its night..becomes assimilated by the starry firmament that generates the light
Ego'recessive matter is so self'defined and self'assured that it needs but a minimal cognitive facility, and therefore, can interact spontaneously
Ego'dominate matter is so un'defined and un'self assured that it not only needs to process information to exist, but needs an un'interrupted environment to do it in. The existing luminous body feeds off light emission from the stars and evolves through successive incarnations, as necessary, and ultimately becomes a part of the systems through which, within which the ego self'aware and its luminous body is once again born. In the process, an eternal continuum exists
Everything is alive. Everything springs from consciousness of zero and infinity. Everything is an energy system, however small or large. Everything has an ego, attendant with its own interactive thoughts, beliefs, and emotions. Incarnate in the most self'resolved ego'recessive matter, anything that becomes conscious is new and can exist only with its own independent energy as supra'consciousness, independent of its ego'recessive system, and thus, with the capability to separate at dis'incarnation. The only energy available that is made of an ego and belief system fundamental and simple enough to be used for something new is photon energy within ubiquitous photon'saturated ego'recessive matter. Photons, the simplest of differentiated consciousness, can be associated and organized into interactive concepts and orchestrated into a vision of one's self and one's environment. As supra'conscious beings, we are luminous beings made from the substance of stars..our body, thoughts, beliefs..feelings, and dreams
'I am..we are' is ego, the first and last of all things. To assume that ego, which conceives and creates the indivisibles, zero and infinity, with which all things are formed and by which those that have become self'aware re'news the universe, is at the core of every energy system, however small or large, and transposes what was lifeless to what is alive..what was mundane to what is divine. Such an assumption reframed as a paradigm, while no more provable than the energy conservation law, leads one to develop as much a personal sensitivity to what science develops impersonal objectivity. Assume that the conservation law is true, objectivity..its truth and power evolves. Assume that the Alpha'omega paradigm is true..sensitivity, its truth and power evolves. With the balance of these powers, stereo'perception is enabled, by which one sees why the universe, and its genesis of zero and infinity, is always relative to a point of view. The energy..or spirit of any system and the space it creates is so, only if one is compared to another...is so, only if one is seen, in comparison to another
Matter is not mass alone, but rather, the interaction between the fundamental elements, zero and infinity consciousness, which yields energy states, each relative to another. Energy or spirit is a resonance of interacting energy states, and philosophically therefore, universally indeterministic
Elements of matter that are spontaneously created are relatively un'selfconscious. Their interaction remains un'selfconscious with a very, very long half'life. As such, each remains a slave to its own nature and subsequently passive. As these systems of elements become more and more complex, the inclination to become self'conscious becomes more and more potential until the point of epiphany when self'consciousness spontaneously emits its light, and its body of light forms aggregating surplus light within its host system, replicating the system of its host for itself. Light is nutrient. Enlightenment, as it were in its beginning, is the means by which the luminous body grows and evolves
The continuum is conserved, self perpetuating, and eternal. Its magnitude..not infinite, nor finite..but an indeterminate resonance between them. Its matter..not infinitely small or large, but some resonance of zero'infinity fundamental elements
The realm of the psyche has been inscrutable and ethereal..to something occasionally plausible. Hardly a body of knowledge upon whose shoulders the weight of the universe can rest. For ego's own psyche, often shaky and tenuous, it is submitted here, that every system, however small or large, has an ego attendant with memory, that everything is alive..that matter itself springs from the conceivable, but imperceptible fundamental elements of zero and infinity inspirations of ego..that matter is qualified by the 'illusion of permanence' and the inertia of ego with associated perceptual limitations, ever seeking to perceive the imperceptible zero'infinity indivisibles..and that the physical reality, is accumulatively illusionary, a function of limited consciousness, convolutions of light made more convoluted by sense limitations. Ego knows that what is submitted here, constitutes a significant paradigm shift. Its vision seems unbearable, or at first sight, the greatest psychosis of all time. Logic, however much the sensible offends sensibility, spawns the vision of this paradigm. As to its station...psychosis or reality, time will prove
There is an afterlife, and there was a previous life. From life to life, one exists in endless variations of one's self. Life produces variation, yet what one variation is, has been before, and shall be again. It appears that whatever is new can only be relative to its time
This suggests that there is nothing new under the sun, yet given infinite occasions for new variation, how can it be possible for everything that could happen has happened? It is with one view, nothing new, and with the other..something new is inevitable. So it is perhaps..that the fundamental nature of the cosmos may not exist in the form of a non plus ultra answer, or un'fathomable question, but rather..in the form of a dichotomy, in that both views are true, both points of view are valid and codominate
From universe to universe, life to life, or sleep to rise in the morning, the hiatus is the same. With no sensation, there is no sense of time passing, there is no time. The hiatus connects twilights and dawnings of universes..connecting lives and days of a life as though each were the next moment of disconnected yet ever streaming course of living
A being and every imaginable variation of what one can be re'incarnates inevitably again and again in an endless procession of 'eternal returns.' A being passes into forgetfulness again and again. A being is thereby..immortal
The afterlife is inevitable, and per chance or happenstance and time, from this reality a variation of ego may spring, and chance adventure once again, the course of ego's immortalness, as love causes ego to become more than what imagination may have previously envisioned or sought. As immortals coursing through mortal form, the nature of ego shall ever return..and every variation imagined. What will inevitably be new, ego knows naught..with forgetfullness, it matters naught
Ego is tired and looks across a desert. The light is bright and intense. Rocks and remnants of life are blanched and parched. Life sucks water and keeps it. All lives from light to light, shade to shade. Ego walks the desert and sees the openness and feels enlightened by the radiance, and magnified by its expanse. Ego passes from desert to lush oasis where the dimmest light illumines. Ego sees a rose, just enough to perceive its velvet wine'soaked pedals, its umbro'd thorns and jagged leaves of life'giving green. Ego knows that it is naked. And the rose, being so readily warmed by the sun, so immediately cooled from the shade, knows too, that it is naked